Notes to Cindy: The Archives

She tried to break up with me three more times before finally accepting that I want to be with her regardless of the pain and heartache. She even went on about temporarily breaking up. I've spent the last six days talking her out of this shit. Her mom offered for her to live there until she can get a car and a place, so whether or not she moves in depends on if her mom will extend the offer. Jasper is being a dick about letting me use his computer to fill out applications, and he won't get off of his game long enough to fix the WiFi, so I'm stuck without a way to get a job or talk to Anya, although he did let me call her twice today. Tomorrow, I'll be going out past Food Lion to get more paper applications and write down the companies that I need to go online for. Even if Anya's mom doesn't extend the offer, she'll still be coming for a few days to fill out applications here. Whichever place has a job for her first will be where she stays. I'm still unnerved about her cheating on me with DJ, but there are bigger things to worry about right now, I suppose. I can't seem to put down a cigarette for more than an hour without going crazy. There's nothing to do now, but wait and and do whatever I can to get a job. I can barely write these words on paper with all the shit in my head right now. It's so cold in this room that the Hershey's Kisses have frozen.