Notes to Cindy: The Archives

Jasper kicked us out. We lived with Anthony, Nick, and Izzy, for the rest of January. A few arguments were had, the worst one being when I found out she had unblocked DJ. We filled out several job applications, but in the end, Anthony stabbed us in the back by conspiring with Izzy to have us kicked out. We stayed with her highschool friends, Shane and Squeaky, for a night and got trashed, then moved in with her friend Kenny, about ten miles from where all the businesses are. After all we've done to climb up out of this hole we're in, in the end, we always get knocked back down, deeper than we were previously. Hopeless, frustrated, anxious, and depressed, I sit here alone as Anya goes to some unknown hotel with some unkown guy for the second hundreth time. Yes, I'm so fucking sick of it, but there's noting I can do about it, so I sit and wait, for an unknown amount of time, for her return.