Notes to Cindy: The Archives

After lastnight's entry, I would assume that it's perfectly understandable to not want to wake up, or even consider that the possibility of it exists. I had Treatment Team. Nothing much there. I should be leaving in January. Nay's off one-to-one! Yay! I can't wait to see her tomorrow, without her shadow, once again! It does lift my spirits! Daniel and Isaiah are both on one-to-one. Isaiah actually wanted it! Another Zack is in our midst. He's a tad cooler, though. Cody vaguely confirmed my worries. He read my journal entry about my theory of him returning on purpose. He said soon afterwards that the reason he came back was "yet to be decided." I told a nurse I was having elopement fantasies to hopefully lead them off... hopefully.... I feel I should record the contents of the letter Cody gave me on our second night of near-hell. Here it is:

I'm backing out, Chris. My reasons why will have to remain unknown to you until tomorrow. Don't hassle me on this. I know I made a promise. I intend to keep it for your's and Natalie's sake. But for tonight, go to bed. If it's any consolation, we'll all be here tomorrow. ~ Cody Trivette. Our lives are running different courses, Chris. Think about that.

It's all worrying me. Well, Cody, you're right. We will all be here tomorrow. I can just "hope not" too much later. Goodnight.