Notes to Cindy: The Archives

Yes, triple digits suck. I figured I throw that out there. I got to spend time with Nay in fourth period. That was beyond pleasurable. She told her dad about me and read him one of my songs. He said I was every-dad's worst nightmare. Ha! Cody gave me a note to pass to Nay, which of course, I've read. I've included my own input both in my head and on paper in the brackets:

 

"Natalie, I promised to tell you my story, but that's another letter entirely. So instead, allow me to apologize. You don't know the details of Aris Pine's and my elopement plan, but it was my hsitance that became our downfall. He's really invested his entire heart in your relationship. Pretty smiles, decieving laughs, people who dream with their eyes open, and you... ["Selfish"] That's a list of things that make peoples hearts break. [Tupac Shakur] I liked you on sight. Your eyes are enchanting. And, we're all alike here, to some extent. I feel like I'm a minority, though. Not insane enough to be here, but too crazy to be accepted by my peers at home. I also thought of you while I cut when I was here. I never had before, but I wanted to be able to sympathize with you. I hope this doesn't sound too wild. Most girls talks as I do, but don't hear me when I mumble. They see as I do, but their vision is blurred by naivity. Usually, too much of me would frighten them, so I live in heartache. [Tupac Shakur] Think about it, Natalie Marie (a favorite song of mine.) You and Chris can have your business, but that doesn't mean we can't speak. ~Cody Trevette."

 

Never believe hearfelt words unless they're one's own, and never believe anything until you've seen for yourself what lies in context. These underlined words are quotes from two poems by Tupac Shakur. I've read the poems, and frankly, they're insulting. Don't Believe His Lies ~Aris Pine. <3.

He seems to be trying to get between her and I, to keep secrets from me between themselves. It's messing with my head. Cody's better than that... isn't he? Excuse me while I write a note to Nay. By the time I'm through, I will be surely ready for sleep, so goodnight.