Notes to Cindy: The Archives

Today was excellent for the most part. I spent two hours sitting right beside Nay! We skipped the last two classes for Chrismas Social. She told me she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me. She said she wanted our first kiss for Christmas. I gave her the note I wrote last night. She was busy tucking it in her bra, behind a folder, and unaware of what exactly she was doing, I tore the folder away. Oh, it was hilarious! I'm sure it would have been extremely embarassing if anyone had seen. Seth got himself a girlfriend yesterday. Her name is Casey and she's a two-faced slut. She tried to get CJ to cheat on Lianna with her as a sort of double affair. I could hardly care less about Seth anymore, though. He tried to fondle me with his foot on the waay back from third period. It turned into a tragedy. Contrary to the reports, Seth had never made contact and I had no idea he was even trying, so I wouldn't have "allowed" him to do it as the reports also say. I was talking to Cody's one-to-one Staff at the time. I'm now on close and eight-foot-ban from everyone because of previous allegations. Presumably, I'm pissed. I got this new doctor the other day who doesn't know a damn thing about me. She's the one wo made the decision. I finally got the poem from my English teacher. It was written as a journal topic on the meaning of beauty. With the beginning of Nay and I's relationship still in my mind from the 23rd, I swiftly wrote a simple, yet stiking, poem about beauty and Natalie herself. "Beauty is waking up every moring nd seeing sunshine through my window. Beauty is walking outside and hearing the music nature brings to the world. Beauty is the crescent moon illuminating the night. Beauty is the feeling of the tide caressing over every inch of my skin. Bust most beautiful of all is the fact that the light of the sun is your presence, the music of nature, your voice, the crescent moon is your smile, and the tide, your touch." At the Christmas Social, we played bingo and I won two dollars and a camoflaged butterfly poster that I decorated to give to Natalie. Natalie won two dollars, as well, and a snow beani which she looks adorable in. Life never fails to get harder, we only fail in making it easier for ourselves and others. Yes, it is a bitch- one you'll never break up with. Anyhow, I feel like going to bed. So I'm going to the lavatory to urinate the toxins out of my body. Then, I'm off to sleep. Night!