Notes to Cindy: The Archives

It's another Fun Friday without her. Only CJ, D Anne, a new girl, and I were there. I sent in the invitation. Just from what little I've told him, he already seems pretty excited! This is good. I need excitement. Nay is still on one-to-one. I told De Anne to forward my love and greetings to her. Seth is going into a jealous phase again. I told him about the mission plan. Though he disagreed with it, he still promised to stay out of the way. I talked to the psychologist today, for the first time since I got here. Apparently, the reason they haven't found placement is because of the Psycho-Sexual results, which I've heard nothing about, or even in reference at all. I asked him what the results said, but he just decided to put off the question until Monday, where he will only avoid it further. He said I was a danger to others. How? I've never been dangerous to anyone but myself.... I'm confused. God Damn, I hate my doctors. They never do anything! Staff understood completely. I know I'm not just making excuses, because the Staff knows just as well as I do- maybe even more! Fuck, it pissed me the fuck off! He gets on to me for manipulating and toying with people's emotions, yet here he is toying with mine, instead of doing his job! I acquired the nickname, "Butterfingers", by masturbating with butter.... ha! Isn't that a trip! Co-ed tomorrow? I hope so, but probably not considering all the alarms on the Girls Ward this week. I hate weekends. They're good for nothing- literally. They're substanceless excuses for time. Unless you are pushing during the week, and dog-tired, the weekends shouldn't be so lazy and lethargic. One should use that free time accordingly and responsibly. Oh whatever! I'm seriously dog-tired, so I'm off to sleep. Night!