Notes to Cindy: The Archives

Like the train in Alice, I can feel the brain damage accelerating as I move from place to place via the bus line. Arideth says it will all be ok. She says She'll bring the other's back. The Fragmentation System running as always makes an audible click in my brain. I'm seeing things that aren't there. Like earlier, this woman became a nun and for some reason, It occured to me that nuns might possibly be evil. I'm retracing some steps now in a sense. Treading over lost memories as new events show themselves to be parallel. AML said I could handle it. That I was ready. That I have to be. I can't say that I disagree, I mean my life has lead up to this possiblity. However, I am uncertain what this may do to my psyche. For all I know, I may die too. All thrusters at full throttle... virtualizing trinity... summoning demons... hacking souls... It's risky business.